Christmas Wish to Santa Claus


This Christmas, I was
Unable to differ between happiness and sadness
Unable to see what’s waiting ahead
Unable to shout out what’s been waiting to explode inside

Imagination has became reality
Fantasy has came true
Doubts has been swept away

Reality smells like apple
Reality feels so comfy and warm
Reality kisses with love

Waiting for reunion of lost souls
No matter where and how
Months or years from now
Forever if I should wait

Dear Santa, this will be my Christmas wish
And it will remain the same every year from now on
Please don’t let IT fade

Merry Christmas for all loners
Shed your tears of sorrow
For there’s always someone for you
Look harder to find them
They might be somewhere you can’t even imagine

Keep them forever once you find them
As I have found mine, and forever I shall not let go

Why is each step I made is another step further from where it supposed to go?
Why each day becomes heavier than the day before?
Why cant we avoid mistakes that we have already taken before?
why is life is just a circle with no point to go?

And why do we always fall into someplace, something, somewhere, where we dont want to be?
Crawl back to reach the surface to fall into the same thing, over and over again.

What is it that blinded us? How should we see?

Why is everything that we wanted to do is always too late?

Is it true, to live is to die?

Sounds of Tring

Hot and steamy
Fruit and vegetable

Hammering of keys
Until fingers gone weak

Hiding a tought
Seek its message

A silent silly laugh
Titter, chuckle, giddle

Never never land
Time does stop

By : Femme26

Smiley face hides the tears inside
Laughter hides the cries
Fear of losing contaminates

Will a single hug compensate?
Will a long deep kiss heals such worries?
Will making love satisfies the needs?

When eventualy you are left alone....
Will the hug, deep kiss and making love makes you stronger...
or will it makes the pain inside you wider?

Again, it comes to me
Penetrate barriers built ages ago
It ruins ‘em all
It’s happening again

Again, committed the same mistake
Broken promises, premonition takes over
Repetition of failure will occur
Cause now, it’s happening again

Same wound is back opened
Re-heal the old pain
Victim of prejudice
Another years of misery to overcome

Forgive me Agony for leaving u behind
Will u be my friend…. Again?

Sri Lanka, 31st July 2003

we were young

For we were once.. young and bold
We set our dreams high upon the sky
We climbed the highest hill and feared not of fallin' apart
We saw troubles as challenging games
We laughed over the future, for we believed it was a glitter stairs to heaven..

For we were once.. small and innocent
We shared secrets under the starry night sky
We played in the rain, took pictures
We vowed to be there at times one of us was shattered..
We trusted each other, and forever we would not be parted

Now we are tall, old and well-dressed
We have lives, organizer, and what we named as partner
We say hello in a flat tone and make excuses for being too busy to meet
I am then left lonely at night,
With no more arms to hold me tight

And no matter how much I miss those old fashioned tartan shirts
Those naive smiles when we held each other hands on the picture
That rock and roll that sounds suddenly like a new song to me..
I know we are never the same ones as we used to be, ever..

It was just then the good old time..
When the trees were still tall
When "I love you" was still a a sacred and magic word
When we were once.... young and dared to dream

kenapa sih kita mau dibodohin sama mesin.
huehuehueheu

hadir om harry..... emiko di negara samurai

tears gone by...
but life goes on,right?
;)

saya hadiirrrrrrrrrrr pak!

Think!
Of all the things that you said to me
Every word u said was like a prophecy
As u break through the lock to my soul
And burn me down with your flame
burn me right through my soul

Blame!
Fingers are pointing to the unseen
Sorrow directs our mind to agony
Was it your fault or was it mine?
Or was it just punishment of life?

All the things that you have been showing me
Inside my mind it's so unreal
You took me high but then you go away
All of this pain you make me feel

How are you?

Sometimes, we just want the best for some one else.
How we force our beliefs and will to make others a better person
How we judge them before our eyes with options created by our selves.

Sometimes, what we thought is the best, can become the worst.
What we feel inside, is not what others feel
What we know is right, is another’s mistake

Because we forgot....

We forgot to ask them,.... what they really want.

Do not judge others before you can judge your self.

Sri Lanka, 31st March 2003