Novena grants my wishes

As I have promised to announce her kindness and blessing when the time my prayers comes true.. so here I am..

Saint Maria, Holy Mother of Jesus....

Thank you for your blessing and grants of my prayers.. thank you for asking your Son to grant my wishes... I let myself in your Son's hands... and I shall speak as loud as I could ... to let others know..

Novena prayers has granted my wishes. A miracle has happened on my request. For those who doesnt believe.. so be it. For those who does... dont lose your hope as I have been praying for months until He decides when to make it happens. My wishes have come true. His miracle is there and Saint Maria listens.

This is the prayers for her in my own words..

Saint Maria with all your blessing
As He is with you
Be praised among the women
And let your Son be praised as well
Saint Maria Mother of Jesus
Please pray for us who are sinners
Now and till the day we die

Once again... a miracle has happened on my request.. Novena is real.

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Note :
I know Im not supposed to post anything about religion, but this is something I have promised to do. Please let this post stays for sometime before it is decided to be deleted. May peace be with all of you. Thank you

Missed the way she leans on to me when I touch her hair.
Missed the way she smile when she wakes up in the morning
Missed the way she kisses me with her eyes close
Missed her tears on my cheek when she misses me
Missed the way she talks in such soft spoken voice
Missed the way she hugs me with a feeling full of trust and worries

I don’t mind walk across time just get a kiss from her
I don’t mind fly all the way just get a hug from her
I don’t mind being a total stranger in a place I have never been just to see her smile
I don’t mind waiting forever just to see her again for a few hours
I don’t mind losing everything I have just to know that she loves me

Cant imagine what it will be like if she stops smiling at me
Cant imagine what it will be like not knowing where she is
Cant imagine what it will be like when she decided to go
Cant imagine what it will be like if she thinks that this feeling is wrong
Cant imagine what it will be like if she said goodbye

Wondering if the same feeling is in her when I am not there beside her
Wondering if she thinks of me before she go to sleep
Wondering if she wants me to stay or wants me to leave
Wondering how long it will last inside her

As she has becomes my purpose of life
Something to wait for
Something to believe in
Something that will make me strong even though it tears me out

God, let me die in her arm
Hell will gives me no fear
Cause nothing is more painful than not being beside her

Lyric : Fading Faith

this time i know i will fail
cause im down in this place again
maybe its time to get awake
cause this dream that i have start to fade

seems like there's nothing left to say
cause it seems like its all just a play
keep losing everything today
will it make a different if its yesterday?

ooh, there's someone out there
who needs a friend to cry
ooh, there's someone out there
who realy needs to die

cause his losing his faith
that;s been keepin him alive but
its starting to fade
and he's left in pain

cause we're all in this game
that we can never win and now
he's losing his faith
he needs to die

Aku tertatih
terhempas
terlempar dalam sebotol kecil berisi kenangan
yang akan kuletakkan di pemberhentian pertamaku.
Merci.



Senen,29 des 03

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Balkoni,26 des 03