SCREAM

When I’m around you

I wanna lean myself beside you

Can’t you feel me sugar?

Can’t you listen to my cry?

My broken heart’s been longing for you

My body wants your touch

Come poison me with you

Imagination

Hesitation

My hurting passion

They fantasize

The beauty of your love

How can I show to you

For it’s you who make me strong

But it’s me who make this wrong

Reflection of your deep blue eyes

I’m hiding – The loneliness I feel inside

I’m waiting - To let you fill my emptiness

I’m cryin,

I’m cryin for you (tonight)

I know I’m trying

To shut the door to my heart

But my soul is screaming

It’s screaming

For you

Save Me

All the things I’ve lost

Are all the things they’ve given me

And they took them all away

I’m living in my past

But memories are killing me

I want to make them go away

Come save me from my world

I do not have control

Of my desire to entertain the evil in my soul

My anger come alive

Its kingdom’s in my mind

Come save me from my devastation, ignorance of love

Will you be there when my heart’s crying?

Will you be there when my heart falls apart?

I want to kill my life away

I’m done with all this imitated smile

I want to kill my life away

I’m done with all this counterfeit and lies

I’m trapped in my own mind

And I cant get myself away

And I’m running out of time

I want to see me smile

I want to fall in love again

But my rage is still inside

HEADSTONE

Would you come and clean my bleeding face

Would you come and heal me

Come and keep me safe

Would close my eyes and sing me grace

Tell me tales of fairies

Those that keep me safe

I’ve been through this life of tears

A never ending fear - And I just can’t see clear

What the world has given me - when love’s so unreal

But hate is so real

We hide what’s inside – tell not what we feel

This path you made me be

Well I don’t wanna be here

This can’t be me

Cos I don’t wanna be him

Take me away from my own mind astray

I can see my life unchanged

No matter what I say – cos I just wont be saved

Can you see now where I’ll be – I’ll be on my own

In earth I’ll be thrown

My name be unknown – a myth of untold

This coffin where I’m in

Well I don’t wanna be here

Headstone on me

Well I don’t wanna be him

Take me away from my own mind astray

God, I’m coming home…..

Lyric : Symphony of Victory

Come
Enter your life
Exit your lies
Abandon every love that's been hurting inside

Live like today
Is your last day
And turn your sorrow into ecstasy of mind

Come dance with me baby


Blame
No one but them
Anger refrains
the lyrics of the pain you've been singing inside

No more you hide
Regain your pride
And let go all the fear you've been keeping inside

Come fight with me baby

So battle all the dictates they preach on you

Defend the only dignity left in you

This symphony of victory’s made for you

So never surrender

Betrayal in our life let them all be gone

The time has come to write legend of our own

No retreat to the place where we died before

Embrace all your anger

Come Feel what I see

See what I feel

Remember all the scars you have left behind?

Taste what you’d feast

Holy and peace

When freedom that you needed comes down on you

Come dance with me baby

Life is so much like a solid block with gaps on it

The gaps , uneven surfaces, holes, whatever you want to call it

They are needs. Needs in life. Satisfaction, ego, wealth, .. love.

What the block is made of describes one's character

Metal block,... very non-compromising person. This person wants everything perfectly fit

Wooden block.... solid, but willing to compromise. It's shape-able

Rubber block... flexible. Give it a little push, anything will fit.

We mostly fill the easiest gaps of our block first in life.

Education, wealth, hobby, security.

All of these gaps can are easy to fill because we can find the missing bits ourselves

and fit the gaps.

When we realized that every other gaps in our block have been fulfilled

We will ended knowing that there is still one more gap to fill

This gap is love. The worst part about this gap is, we cant fill it ourself.

We need another block, with it's unique shape, that match our last gap.

When the shape is not a match, it may still cover the remaining gap.

But it will not be perfect, it will not fit each other, it will not last long.

When someone ignore this gap, another's gap unfulfilled.

I'm hurting.....