i got this addiction sickness
addiction to something that is not allowed
they keep telling to stop the addiction, but i wont
because it feels so good when i have it,
but hurts like hell when i cant get it.
but it's ok. i'm ready too all this pain.
i know i'm sick, I know what I had is prohibited.
but no matter what, i just dont wanna let it go!
i can let it go.. but i wont!
i dont wanna cure my addiction... on her.

*for her.. who doesn't belong to me...*